Saturday, July 25, 2009

Beauty IS the Eye of the Beholder

Why is it that we find beauty in one thing and not in another?
What is it that we identify within that thing which we consider beautiful?
Why see beauty in one thing and not in another?
Why is it that one thing can be considered beautiful by one and not all?
Can you name one thing that everyone who ever did and ever will exist finds beautiful?
Is it the earth seen from far out in space, the universe, the innocence of a child, the flight of a powerful eagle soaring far above, the first kiss of twin flames meeting in this lifetime for the first time?
It has been said for countless years that Beauty is in the eye of the beholder... now I have always thought this to mean that the beholder is the one that determines beauty, yet I now find a new understanding to this term when I pose the question to myself... Is it not that the beholder is the thing of beauty observing the reflection of an aspect of itself and so identifies something outside of itself as beautiful?






On Repeat


Okay so music is my life... anyone who knows me knows that I luuuurrrve all sorts of music, and those who know me well know I kinda get addicted to my flavour of the month and then listen to them to the death, playing songs or albums of that particular artist over and over, permanently on repeat.

Now this has been a habit of mine from when I was about 15 and first discovered the amazing talents of amazing female muso's such as PJ Harvey and Bjork.

These days with the wonders of the internet, after I buy an album and am inspired by an artist, I then search every file sharing site or download program I can find in order to find every song from that artist possible, the live recordings, covers, EP's, b-sides and every image that has been posted on the net til I can find no more, bleeding cyber space dry! Even to the extent that if I can't decipher the words, I look for the lyrics online as well! I try and justify my theivery with the fact that these tracks are not available to buy on CD coz the artist didn't include them on the album... or they may be early works that are out of circulation. I know its thin but how else am I gunna satisfy my urge to gather every possible track I can?

Currently my flavour of the month is none other than the amazing Florence + the Machine. This young lady inspires me to no end. Her haunting melodies and insightful, beautiful and poetic lyrics tickle my senses and touch my soul.

"The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out, you left me in the dark. No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight, in the shadow of your heart..." | Cosmic Love | from the album Lungs.

And so I create a playlist on my itunes, load the songs onto my phone and hit repeat, til I know every note, every word and can sing them in the shower, car or while I'm wondering around in the forest, til I can hear the whole song in my head every strum of a guitar, each piano chord struck, pluck of a harp, beat of drum and so on...

From the moment I heard Florence on the radio I knew I had to get the album... problem was that I never got to hear the back announcement of who the artist was. Then when I was visiting a very special angel and great friend Mish Mash in Melbourne and she was searching for a CD from a band that I hadn't heard of called Florence + the Machine, she raved about it but she couldn't find it on CD though did find it on LP and came home one night after work with it, so excited to play me this new artist's amazing 4 song EP. We figured out how to get Kooka's LP player working and she started to play Dog Days, only to realise that I knew the song... disappointed that she hadn't been the first to introduced me to this amazing woman, she dropped her lip a little and had a small and very cute tanty!!!

Though I do owe her much thanks for leading me to the name of the artist that had haunted but eluded me from the first time heard her voice on the radio... so thank you Mish Squish, I love you...



" my boy builds coffins and I think it's a shame that when each one's been made he can't see it again, he crafts each one with love and with care, then its thrown in the ground it just isn't fair..." | My boy builds coffins | Lungs




"As I move my feet towards your body, I can hear this beat, it fills my head and then gets louder, louder... come to the river and dive straight in, I pray that the water will drown out the din..." | Drumming | Lungs









"there's a ghost in my lungs and sighs in my sleep, wraps itself around my tongue while it soflty speaks, then it walk then it walks with my legs, to fall to fall to fall at your feet..." | I'm not Calling you a Liar | Lungs




Friday, July 24, 2009

Soul Wheel


Does time pass and tick by just so memories fade and slip away?
How did we leave behind our wings knowing how much we would need them?
Why did we have to forget only to have to discover again the wonders of ourselves.
Would it hurt if we carried memories and knowledge of past lives into each new turning of the wheel of our souls?
Would we pine for the past joys more than hoping for the future ecstasy?
Would the pain of loss for the old ways overcome our hearts and wash away all faith in fresh love and wonder?










Sunday, July 12, 2009

lovers

this is how I want to be buried with my lover...








popping my blog cherry...

ok so this is it, the big moment, I'm no longer a blog virgin!!!
somehow I don't feel a more complete person for the experience but it is only blogging isn't it?!!
I've been surfing blogs only recently and have found some great shit, some notta so good shit and some downright boring shit! And isn't that just the beauty of life? So many interpretations of the same thing, people seeing the same image through different lenses of appreciation, disgust, boredom, beauty, repulsion, ignorance, apathy, empathy, love, hate, confusion etc etc...
My fascination with the way different peeps see the same thing drove me to start this blog, in my lust for understanding of where folk are coming from when they decide how they feel, think or see certain imagery, words, concepts etc.
the plan is to blog imagery and words so I can understand what you think | see | feel when your unique eyes perceive and filter from them...
maybe this will just be a social experiment, another stage of learning about people in all their varying forms and states or just a way to fill in time, who knows but I do hope that you'll take the time to let me know what feelings, thought and senses arise in your being when you look at this page!
so here are a few images to begin with from the incredibly huge library of images that have passed my eyes and ended up in my files...

i wanna know what happens in your mind | heart | soul when you look at the following...